Itch (Urticaria)

Torture, understand? its worse than death. it makes me beg for death.
God please have mercy on my soul.

When people ask me to find out what I'm allergic to, my answer would be...

"I'm allergic to air. The day I stop breathing, my allergies will go away." Yes siree. Round of Applause, please. No? Not funny? Okay, if you say so.

skin itch. i scratch. skin breaks. skin red.
skin itch. skin pricks. skin hurts.
skin begs me to scratch.

My day always starts with a smile
By mid-morning, it kinda turns upside down
By noon, what's left is my big o frown
Wish I could turn it back the right way around

Presenting this song that I totally connect deeply with whenever I feel emotionally unstable when hives outbreak. Fellow sufferers, pray God will wash it all away.



Lyrics
Evanescence - Understand(Wash It All Away)

"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there."

(Can't wash it all away)
(Can't Wish it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
(Can't cry it all away)

The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual
Shame we hide our eyes
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time

"We're supposed to try and be real.
And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away

Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The life that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone

"You're not alone, honey."
"Never... Never."

Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won't fade away, No

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away

(Can't fight it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
Can't scream it all away
Ooh, it all away
Ooh, it all away

"But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten."
"God, please don't hate me"
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."